[{"@context":"https:\/\/schema.org\/","@type":"Article","@id":"https:\/\/www.noryl.sk\/zacala-som-ta-nenavidiet\/#Article","mainEntityOfPage":"https:\/\/www.noryl.sk\/zacala-som-ta-nenavidiet\/","headline":"Za\u010dala som \u0165a nenavidie\u0165","name":"Za\u010dala som \u0165a nenavidie\u0165","description":"Vz\u0165ahy s\u00fa niekedy naozaj zlo\u017eit\u00e9. Hlavou sa mi nah\u00e1\u0148aj\u00fa tis\u00edce my\u0161lienok. Jedn\u00e1 strieda druh\u00fa. Som v depresi\u00e1ch. M\u00f4j vz\u0165ah, ktor\u00fd som mala skoro p\u00e4\u0165 rokov, skon\u010dil. Premietam si ka\u017ed\u00fa spomienku medzi nami a v\u00f4bec nech\u00e1pem, ako je toto mo\u017en\u00e9. Pre\u010do to skon\u010dilo. \u010co tomu predch\u00e1dzalo? Nem\u00f4\u017eem uveri\u0165 tomu, \u017ee je to pre\u010d. V\u0161etko, \u010do sme […]","datePublished":"2023-11-08","dateModified":"2024-03-28","author":{"@type":"Person","@id":"https:\/\/www.noryl.sk\/author\/devene\/#Person","name":"devene","url":"https:\/\/www.noryl.sk\/author\/devene\/","identifier":1,"image":{"@type":"ImageObject","@id":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/e4532b7f65738965bbad8697e5bd54c0628af7bffe8d3c856885c44d86978cee?s=96&d=mm&r=g","url":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/e4532b7f65738965bbad8697e5bd54c0628af7bffe8d3c856885c44d86978cee?s=96&d=mm&r=g","height":96,"width":96}},"publisher":{"@type":"Organization","name":"noryl.sk","logo":{"@type":"ImageObject","@id":"\/logo.png","url":"\/logo.png","width":600,"height":60}},"image":{"@type":"ImageObject","@id":"https:\/\/www.noryl.sk\/wp-content\/uploads\/download_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_5.jpg","url":"https:\/\/www.noryl.sk\/wp-content\/uploads\/download_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_10_5.jpg","height":0,"width":0},"url":"https:\/\/www.noryl.sk\/zacala-som-ta-nenavidiet\/","wordCount":408,"articleBody":"Vz\u0165ahy s\u00fa niekedy naozaj zlo\u017eit\u00e9.Hlavou sa mi nah\u00e1\u0148aj\u00fa tis\u00edce my\u0161lienok. Jedn\u00e1 strieda druh\u00fa. Som v depresi\u00e1ch. M\u00f4j vz\u0165ah, ktor\u00fd som mala skoro p\u00e4\u0165 rokov, skon\u010dil. Premietam si ka\u017ed\u00fa spomienku medzi nami a v\u00f4bec nech\u00e1pem, ako je toto mo\u017en\u00e9. Pre\u010do to skon\u010dilo. \u010co tomu predch\u00e1dzalo? Nem\u00f4\u017eem uveri\u0165 tomu, \u017ee je to pre\u010d. V\u0161etko, \u010do sme p\u00e4\u0165 rokov budovali, odi\u0161lo. A s t\u00fdm, \u010do sme budovali a rozi\u0161li sa, odi\u0161iel aj k\u00fasok m\u00f4jho zranen\u00e9ho srdca. Verte tomu alebo nie. Ale ako by ste sa c\u00edtili vy, keby v\u00e1s po piatich rokoch opustil partner?A to e\u0161te k tomu nie je v\u0161etko. Zabudla som doda\u0165 jednu ve\u013emi podstatn\u00fa vec. Predt\u00fdm, ne\u017e ma opustil, som zistila, \u017ee som tehotn\u00e1. Na na\u0161ej poslednej sch\u00f4dzke som sa chystala mu to poveda\u0165 a pripravovala sa na to, ale m\u00e1rne. Opustil ma. Zostala iba pr\u00e1zdnota v srdci. Sm\u00fatok v du\u0161i. Som naozaj ne\u0161\u0165astn\u00e1. Nedok\u00e1\u017eem pop\u00edsa\u0165, ako sa c\u00edtim. Ten \u010das, ktor\u00fd sme spolu tr\u00e1vili, tie spomienky, ktor\u00e9 sme spolu pre\u017e\u00edvali a mali s\u00fa zrazu pre\u010d. Pr\u00e1zdno. Ticho. Boles\u0165. Sm\u00fatok. Slzy. Nedok\u00e1\u017eem ani pop\u00edsa\u0165, ako to bol\u00ed. Vo vrecku sa mi zviera pomyseln\u00e9 kudla a srdce m\u00e1m rozorvan\u00e9 na mili\u00f3n k\u00faskov. M\u00e1m mu znova nap\u00edsa\u0165? Sna\u017ei\u0165 sa o \u0148om?Nadviaza\u0165 s n\u00edm znovu komunik\u00e1ciu a sk\u00fasi\u0165 sa porozpr\u00e1va\u0165? Poveda\u0165 mu, \u017ee som tehotn\u00e1? Alebo je to v\u0161etko u\u017e \u00faplne jedno a straten\u00e9? Poklad\u00e1m si re\u010dn\u00edcke ot\u00e1zky, ale nenach\u00e1dzam odpove\u010f. Jedin\u00e9, \u010do v\u017edy n\u00e1jdem je \u00fazkos\u0165 a pr\u00e1zdnota. Ods\u00fadila som v\u0161etk\u00fdch chlapcov na jednu ko\u013eaj. Mali sme spolu spolo\u010dn\u00e9 pl\u00e1ny a zrazu sa v\u0161etky rozplynuli ako dom\u010dek z kariet. Je to naozaj smutn\u00e9 a bolestiv\u00e9, vid\u00edm, \u010do sa deje a nem\u00f4\u017eem v\u00f4bec ni\u010d robi\u0165. Tak ve\u013emi ma to \u0165a\u017e\u00ed a som slab\u00e1 na to nie\u010do urobi\u0165. Pod srdcom nos\u00edm na\u0161e die\u0165a, chcela by som ti to tak ve\u013emi poveda\u0165 a da\u0165 sa sp\u00e4\u0165 dohromady, ale ty si ma \u00faplne zni\u010dil a zlomil. Za\u010dala som \u0165a pomaly, ale iste nen\u00e1vidie\u0165.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        2.7\/5 - (4 votes)        "},{"@context":"https:\/\/schema.org\/","@type":"BreadcrumbList","itemListElement":[{"@type":"ListItem","position":1,"name":"Za\u010dala som \u0165a nenavidie\u0165","item":"https:\/\/www.noryl.sk\/zacala-som-ta-nenavidiet\/#breadcrumbitem"}]}]